Kushycat

<span class="link_user">@Ultraviolet</span>, now you&#039;re putting yourself down. Modesty may be a virtue, but why exaggerate? Does that mean you&#039;ve only been smoking weed for four years, or did you not care what you were consuming before that? When I discovered this site a few months ago, I also hoped that it would be about exchange and a shared hobby, but as you already wrote, that&#039;s unfortunately not the case. It&#039;s just a reflection of society, like in the “real world.” A lot is taken, but little is given. But it&#039;s nice to see or learn that there is another way. Then the network is very small, which I prefer before it degenerates into unpleasant work.

<span class="link_user">@Kushycat</span>, Jack of all trades, master of none. I am a nobody and a nothing. But I am what I am. What I am is disciplined in my study. Secret to any success is failure, fail so much that there is no other option left but success. 4 years ago I did not know difference between indica and sativa. I used to keep more private personal diaries as I thought this was a website for sharing and growing for learning. But it&#039;s mostly just a hangout for trolls. Hence my diaries are far more study orientated than they used to be.

<span class="link_user">@Ultraviolet</span>, what you describe sounds familiar to me. However, I didn&#039;t learn about these wonders of nature from books or papers, at least not at first. In fact, my grandfather showed me this world, in the garden but especially in nature while we were out walking. I can understand how you feel and how it draws you further and further into this infinite expanse of knowledge/nature of things. I wish my thoughts could wander freely again and that I could occupy myself with these things and feel the same joy as you do. Unfortunately, that is not the case at all at the moment, but I want it to be that way again, and it has to be.